A letter. to those who may not know the Truth, but are seeking a greater Understanding:

Dear reader,

you have been deceived.

Greatly deceived.

into b e l i e v i n g
that this life —

is just one big fairytale…

upheld by an unreachable dream –

the “American dream”, as some might say.
This “dream” of yours is about to come to an abrupt end, and you may be able to sense it already.

I want to tell you, right now, dear reader;

whether you be boy or girl,

man, woman, or child-

teenager, student, or the like–

that you indeed have a choice—

to step out of your role

and see 

the part of the lie that you are truly playing.


I encourage you

to research some


of the things I might say,

for there are those of you

who cannot digest what another might share

unless you’ve been given your plate of proof.

I encourage you:

Do not discard or discredit my words due to pride or unbelief or fear…

but rather-

think about these things.

Think about the consequences of your thoughts and actions towards another person

& towards yourself.

Fear = Torment ; Ignoring Truth = Death

& now ask yourself:

“does this world really love me?

Does this world really care about my well being?

Does it care about my rights?

Does it truly matter what side I’m on as it relates to politics?”

-to social movements?

-to “spiritual” movements?
Don’t both sides make up the whole of the same coin?

Aren’t both sides in support of one, big conglomerate operating to control the minds of the simple minded?

Not to insult you, or deem you simple minded, but you must understand where I’m coming from:

these agendas that we [the people of this world] push are simply scripts pushed upon us by the same people who want to see us destroyed.

These people don’t care about your well being.

They don’t care about “equal” rights.

They do not care about anything that they say they care about.

They use their words to program the masses at large into believing a certain way.
You can march, shout, protest and scream all you want.

But it will not make a difference.

Never has.

You can write “F— Trump”,

“Not My President”,

“Support Trans rights”,

“love is love”,

“Black Lives Matter”,

“Black Girl Magic”,

“Hands Up Don’t Shoot”,

“No Justice No Peace”,

a l l over the streets of the world

but in the end,
it is of no proft.
And deep down,
you already knew this.

Deep down, you know.

When / if you accept the political system

when / if you believe in the fantasy of celebrity lifestyles and riches; vain fame and glory-

when / if you believe that order out of chaos is a “good thing” or a benefit to society—

you’ve been greatly misled.
Your mind has been successfully infiltrated by a darker power you can’t even fathom to accept.

{Some”thing” that truly isn’t all that powerful when you realize the Source of all things,

but is some”thing” operating on a spiritual level, beyond the realm of physical senses}.

You’ve been led to believe that movies & TV & music & media & entertainment & art & fashion are all the ways to be “spiritually free” in this world of chains, when in reality-

these are just paths to even more misunderstanding.

You have been taught that good is evil and evil is good, and that it must be represented as such in all forms of expression.

You have been taught that being “spiritual” means going to a church house every “Sun”-day,

or doing yoga or some other form of mystic, Eastern ritual,

or by taking part in transcendental meditation and hypnosis,

or believing in vast amounts of fiction and whimsical tales of fantasy and make-believe (as a means to ‘escape’ the woes of daily life).

You are made to believe that we are mini “gods” walking upon this earth, in no way bound to anything or anyone One greater than us all…

that the creation supersedes the creator.


rather than face this reality,

what do/will many of you do?


And face the other way.


not to care.

“Fantasy is what people want, but reality is what they need.”

Dear reader:

I don’t mean to lose you with all this talk…

I just hope you recognize what it is you have gotten yourself into,

and I want you to know that there is a way out.

You don’t have to be a slave mentally/emotionally (or physically) “to a system made for the elect”.

You don’t have to swim in lies all the days of your life.

The choice is ultimately yours if you want to exit.

To exit-

All you need to do

Is accept the Truth.

Because the Truth


Set you free.
The Truth IS that Source of all things, and He is the one who has allowed me to peer through the veil that the world has cleverly & divisively put up. He is the only one who gave me the chance to surrender unto Him and depart from this mental slaverly before being utterly consumed. My eyes were opened to the simple fact that I was on a course towards destruction, blinded by my own intents.

I give all credit, praise, and esteem to Him – the Creator, whom the world has tried to tarnish – because He is the one who will lead you and guide you into all Truth…

I can not boast in myself – for I was once ignorant of these things. I once walked in complete darkness, though now, I have been given the Light, to live by and follow after. You, too, can accept this Light and step away from the consuming shadows.

“Again I write you a fresh command, which is true in Him and in you, because the darkness is passing away, and the true light now shines.”

‭‭Yoḥanan Aleph (1 John)‬ ‭2:8‬ ‭TS2009‬‬

And He is not “Jesus Christ” or “Lord”

or “G-o-d”—

<more points of research>

but Y a h u a h,

which is the True, Hebrew Name of the Father of Heaven and Earth,

of all past, present-

Sovereign of all things to come and allthat ever will be.

The Aluah/Almighty One of Yisra’êl.


I will end by saying this:

you will not find peace in this world if you attempt to seek it without Him.

you will not experience true, fullness of joy if you are filing yourself with only what the world has to offer.

& the world indeed has s o much to offer, a vast majority of experiences to choose from…

but the condition of your heart can not and  will not be fixed by things,

through people,

through pleasure,

or by your self.

You must let it go and submit to the fact that you were created with a purpose on this earth-

whether that purpose is to be a wanderer, completely lost, never finding your way –

or to be one who surrenders to the Truth-

that there is a Creator, & that you have been lied to about not only His name, but about the whole concept of His nature, His Word, His Commands.


If you’ve made it through this whole letter, know that there is so much more I can say – because I feel there are some of you out there who know there is something off with this world and who are yearning for the Truth. Many of you are broken and so damaged to the point to where you absolutely don’t know what to believe anymore…


I want to encourage you to stand firm and don’t give up – as cliché as that may sound, what else is there to do?

Giving up is not an option.

Follow that yearning and seek out Understanding.


Until another moment {Yahuah willing},


“O men, I call, to you, And my voice is to the sons of men.
“Listen, for I speak noble words, And the opening of my lips is about straightness; “For my mouth speaks truth; And wrongness is an abomination to my lips. “All the words of my mouth are in righteousness, None of them twisted or crooked, “All of them plain to him who understands, And straight to those who find knowledge.
“Counsel is mine, and sound wisdom; I am understanding, mightiness is mine.”

‭‭Mishlĕ (Proverbs)‬ ‭8:4, 6-9, 14‬ ‭TS2009‬‬

“Let no one deceive himself. If anyone among you seems to be wise in this age, let him become foolish, so that he might become wise. For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with [Aluah]. For it has been written, “He catches the wise in their craftiness,” and again, “[Yahuah] knows the thoughts of the wise, that they are worthless.””

‭‭Qorintiyim Aleph (1 Corinthians)‬ ‭3:18-20‬ ‭TS2009


7:44 pm 

Discernment: it must spring forth from the love and insight of Yahuah.

You must be spiritually connected to Him and see others as they are. A majority of the people you come across wear a façade to try and shield their innermost being. A natural defense mechanism established by man.

Yahuah gave us His divine nature – but since our original fall in the Garden – we have all descended into this “carnal state”. Now, we must regain that primal state of intimacy — with the Most High, Yahuah — once again. When you seek Him earnestly and with a sincere heart – indeed, you will find Him. When you ask of Him, He will give you “things”… spiritual “things”: gifts.


“When your love tank is empty, it’s easy to fall into a people pleasing mode.”


Don’t seek to please people or your flesh. But seek to please Him – who can destroy your body and soul in eternal Hellfire. Be sure He is pleased with you at all times.

Those who are operating in wickedness – dishing out affliction – know that they have allowed themselves to be utterly consumed by rotting emotions. Therefore, the fruit that they produce and share is unpleasant & rotten. Our fruit is not solely for us – does the tree bear fruit only for one person, or itself?

No – so likewise, we must remember that our fruit is for others.

Now- that charity starts at home. Examine & judge yourself critically before looking to others.

Shalom, family.

Social Drugs

Q: Have you been considered/considered yourself “different” for the majority of your life?

If your answer is “yes”:

Good. Let’s start there.


I wonder how many times I used to ask myself – and ask the Father, Yahuah — why I was made the way I am. And- why I couldn’t “fit in” just as well as everyone else. Why was it that no matter how hard I tried, it just wasn’t good enough for them (‘them’ being the world)?

It took many years to truly receive the answer. And it was this questioning that led me to believe that I was just different; soon, I found myself compensating for my lack of ability to fit in by blending in.

And, indeed, there is a difference between ‘blending in’ and ‘fitting in’.

See- when you fit in- when you truly fit in- you have a voice that matters and connects to the rest of this society. You possess an opinion that others value because you line up with the pack.  Your ideas, your thoughts, your intents- are all in alignment with their ideas, thoughts and intents. Therefore, you become ‘accepted’. You become another dutiful cog to the machine. You gain a sense of belonging, a sense that you won’t – or can’t – be singled out.

For the longest, I tried my best to fit in. I changed my look, my clothes- changed  the way I spoke, I dyed my hair, listened to all kinds of music- – – all these things I did to try and attain a ‘status’ amongst my peers. I never realized what exactly I was striving to fit in to…

Well, think about these celebrities/idols/politicians for a second.

[I’ll refer to them as the “elite”.]

The elite have engineered this society in such a way, to where we- the masses – have been trained into behaving & thinking a certain way when it relates to how we are to live our lives. If you choose to go against this system, you are then choosing to be divergent, socially outcast. But when you submit yourself to the will of its makers, you are actuallyfitting in to their games, agendas and schemes – assisting them in achieving their ultimate goal of total, global domination.

They have designed a world where “normal” means compliance to what they deem as “good and acceptable” (almost as if they’re trying to take the position of the Father, Yahuah. Hm…). We have to recognize the darkness that now covers the land and understand that this darkness has seeped into the hearts of man.

They Choose / Promote Conformity

“They are of the world: therefore speak they of the world, and the world heareth them. We are of Aluah [Yahuah}: he that knoweth Yahuah heareth us; he that is not of Yahuah heareth not us. Hereby know we the spirit [ruah] of Truth, and the spirit of error [the delusion].”

1 John [Yohanan] 4:5+6 KJV & TS2009

So now- what you have are people who are so caught up in the world that they will do whatever it takes to be seen as significant to everyone else. Essentially, it becomes a competition to “fit in” with the cream of the crop. These folks want everyone to know that“Hey, I’m fitting in, just like you and I don’t want to judged or criticized for anything, ok? Just please accept me…” And if you’re someone who can see through the façade, you’re ostracized. It’s “abnormal” to go against the grain of society.

This is just one reason why bullying is so prominent in the public fool [school] system. For one thing, they don’t properly educate us. Rather, they indoctrinate us.

From a young age, we are programmed to believe that there are pre-determined rules- social norms and customs that must be adhered to- else you fall into the category of “misfit” or “rebel”. Teasing is born from these implanted ideas and develop well into our adult lives. We see people going around, calling each other this and that — and now it’s gone as far as to labeling someone as a “bigot” or “hateful”  simply for holding to their moral beliefs, opposing the push of the LGBT agenda [but that’s another subject for another time].

There’s also the monumental tool/weapon – called social media – which has taken the world by storm. With this tool, the elite is able to easily push their ideas onto us and subliminally train us to heed to their trends. It’s now through social media that we receive much of our news, entertainment, and all these other things which have our minds so wrapped up in “La La Land”. Just do a quick Google search of the latest Apple conference and you’ll see the technological strides they’re making to further entrap us in the digital age.

You see how our minds are tricked into thinking that we must ‘fit in’ in order to survive this tyranny? We’re told we have to be of the world, that we can’t just be in it.



Well, I believe there is a different path to take.

Most of you already know that there are some things that we do have to submit ourselves to in order to handle certain responsibilities (i.e jobs).

Especially my brothers and sisters who are Israelites [or so-called “Black” people[ – you’re born into this world with a weight ready to be placed on your shoulders.

For centuries, our people have endured struggle after struggle- from ancient slavery to extremist-segregation & terrorism- yet we find ourselves now struggling to be just like the world. We’ve taken on the ways of the heathen.

It has been proven all throughout history that this world just simply will not accept those who are the Children of the Most High, Yahuah- yet we try and try again to receive their embrace.

Now, there are those who learn how to simply blend in when necessary- meaning they understand how to come back out and see the matrix for what it is. When you learn to choose to blend in rather than attempting to fit in, you’re able to say to yourself Look- I know what this world is trying to offer me. I know what they have is devoid of any connection to the Most High – and I know this system is wicked. So- I’m not going to subject myself to their ways – their rules and established orders – and I’m going to find a way make it through this world without having to ‘fit right in'”.

Adulterers and adulteresses! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with Aluah [Yahuah]? Whoever therefore intends to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of Aluah [Yahuah]. Or do you think that the Scripture speaks to no purpose? Does the Spirit which dwells in us intensely crave unto envy? But He gives greater favour. Because of this He says, “Aluah resists the proud, but gives favour to the humble.” So then subject yourselves to Yahuah. Resist the devil and he shall flee from you. Draw near to Yahuah and He shall draw near to you. Cleanse hands, sinners. And cleanse the hearts, you double-minded!”

Ya’aqob [James] 4:4-8 TS2009

Remain humble. Even if you can see through the deceit that this world puts up, don’t let that get you to a point where you feel so secure in your walk with the Most High, Yahuah. At any moment, your mind can be drawn away, so be sure you’re keeping yourself in check and minding the things you allow into your heart.

We Must Choose to Be Separate

“I call upon you, therefore, brothers, through your compassion of Aluah, to present your bodies a living offering – qodesh, well-pleasing to Aluah – your reasonable worship. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you prove what is that good and well-pleasing and perfect desire of Aluah [Yahuah].”

Romiyim [Romans] 12:1+2

We see here that Sha’ul (aka Paul) was letting us know that it’s OK to be different from the world- in fact, it’s necessaryif you want to be received as “well-pleasing” to our Father in the Shamayim [Heaven]. That word “qodesh” means to be separate, set-apart, set-aside for Yahuah. We have to understand who has called us to be this way and why we must accept what makes us different from the world.

If you are one who has ever had a hard time fitting into this society, know that it is all by the Will of the Father. He makes no mistakes. I’ve come to understand that in no way do I obtain the right to dare question Yahuah in regards to how He has formed me.

“But who are you, O man, to talk back to Aluah [Yahuah]? Shall that which is formed say to him who formed it, “Why have you made me like this?” Does not the potter have authority over the clay, from the same lump to make one vessel for value and another not for value?”

Romiyim 9:20+21

And again…

Woe to him who strives with his Maker! – a potsherd with the potsherds of the earth. Does clay say to him who forms it, ‘What are you making?’ Or your handiwork say, ‘He has no hands?’ Woe to him who says to he father, ‘What are you bringing forth?’ Or to the woman, ‘What are you laboring over?'”

Yeshayahu [Isaiah] 45:9+10

It’s no joking matter when it comes to questioning the work of our Father’s hands. When He fashions you a certain way, it’s up to you to figure out what to do with the traits He’s given you and use them according to His purpose. We are created to serve Him with our entire being, and if He has placed an assignment on your life, you’d better obey.

Don’t mind what others have to say. If you’ve been granted the ability and knowledge to see through the lies and devices of this world, use that gift & separate yourself the best way you can. Learn to become qodesh – as Yahuah is qodesh- by accepting His ways, His Laws, and Commandments. For we are warned:

“And by this we know that we know Him, IFwe guard His Commands [aka Laws]. The one who says, “I know Him,” and does not guard His Commands, is a liar, and the Truth is not in him. But whoever guards His Word, truly the love of Aluah [Yahuah] has been perfected in him. By this we know that we are in Him. The one who says he stays in Him ought himself also to walk, even as He walked.”

1 Yohanan [John] 2:3-6

Though we may have to blend into this system for a time, in order to meet certain responsibilities in our lives, always be sure to keep the Most High, Yahuah, as your anchor. Keep Him front and center so that you are not consumed by the cares of this life. The enemy knows how to use these things to get into our mind, to try and keep us separated from the Father – a separation we do not want to happen. We have to keep our hearts and minds subject to the Will of Yahuah in order to stand firm. As the saying goes: be in the world- not of it.

“Love NOT the World…”

Think about some of the men throughout scripture who were persecuted for being “different”:

Mosheh [Moses] was called out from the Egyptians, returning to his true heritage and forsaking the luxuries of Mitsrayim [Egypt] in order to do what the Father told Him to do. He endured severe backlash from his own people and from Pharaoh, but ultimately fulfilled the Will of Yahuah and led his people through the wilderness.

And Yoseph [Joseph], when he was delivered into slavery by the hands of his own brothers due to his anointed gift– he was certainly set-apart from the rest of his siblings. He had a specific calling on his life. We know how he goes on to become the Prince of Mitsrayim, and though he was an Ibri [Hebrew] man, was able to blend in to the society/environment around him in order to, again, fulfill the Father’s Will. He did all this and more, yet never forgot who His Creator was and why he was created to be different.

Even the Messiah, Yahusha – the one who the world calls “Jesus” – was rejected by His own people, cast aside because of their own beliefs and delusions. All throughout His life, He was singled out and frowned upon because of the miraculous acts He would perform. Despite the great amount of persecution He endured, He did not cave in and submit to the will of this wicked world. He even overcame the devil himself when he came to tempt Him. He is another who fulfilled His calling without remorse, and did what the Father told Him to do.

Peculiarity > Popularity

“But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a [qodesh] nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of Him who hath called you out of darkness into His marvelous Light;”

1 Kepha [Peter] 2:9 KJV

Peculiar – interesting word.

As a people, is that what we are striving for? Or are we addicted to what this world – this society – offers us? Are we truly striving to be one with Yahuah?

“Walk, even as He walked.”


I encourage you, family, to embrace what makes you different from the world. Embrace the way the Creator has made you – and if there are things within that you know aren’t right – seek Yahuah for deliverance. He will change you for the better – but never let the world embrace you. Don’t let it taint the spirit that Yahuah has given you.

Search me, O Al, and know my heart; try me, and know my thoughts; and see if an idolatrous way is in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”

Tehillim [Psalms] 139:23+24

Aspire to fit in with His Kingdom. And until another moment {Yahuah willing} —


Some insight from Ms. Lauryn Hill |

Scriptures for Further Study //

  • Wayyiqra [Leviticus] 20:25-27
  • Mattithyahu [Matthew] 4:1-11 & Ch. 5:13-20
  • Marqos [Mark] 4:18+19
  • 2 Kepha [Peter] 3:17-18
  • 1 Yohanan [John] 2:15-17 & Ch. 3:1-10

4:22 A.M and the birds are chirpin’.

Greetings and shalom.

Quite early, I know.

I didn’t plan on staying up this late/early, but something has been on my mind… some-thing that I’ve been seeking the Most High, Yahuah, about for some time.

That is: “how do I reach Your people, Yahuah? How do I even begin to fufill Your Will? Is there more You need me to do?”

Because I know, for the most part, I have been fulfilling His Will (as many of us are)- you know… keeping the Shabbat, observing the dietary laws, making changes to my lifestyle- all those things we are indeed commanded to do to line up with His Word. But—there’s something else that got to me- His commission.

His commission for us- as servants- to get up and go out into the field- to labor for  His harvest. And we know that the harvest is His people, right? So here I am thinking- what do we do, in this time and age, to dutifully and wisely gather together His people and help lead them to His Truth?

Well, we have technology! And yes, much of this stuff we use was probably crafted by the hands of someone/something wicked and we have no definite way of knowing, but still- technology is here and we should be utilizing it in ways that are both productive and effective- ways that’ll ensure that we are spreading Truth and serving Yahuah, and not the other way around.



When I look upon our current generation, I see us using “their” (& by their I mean the elite’s or world’s) tools and technology to put forth non-sense. Utter non-sense.

You swipe over to the popular page on Instagram and what do you see?

  • Selfies galore
  • Food that looks delicious and inedible at the same time
  • Movie stars and celebrities that serve no real purpose except to lead Yahuah’s sheep astray
  • Puppies and cats
  • So called “woke” folk posting pictures of things that are supposedly profound when really it’s just the same recycled picture we saw two weeks ago by another “awakened” IG page
  • Irrelevant “vine” clips of people making a fool out of themselves all for the sake of “followers”
  • Propaganda and lust-filled images

…and the list goes on and on and on. You know you can’t deny this, so why even try? Why attempt to justify this madness that we witness going on in the world today?

So… my call is for the young people- the ones who I would call my “peers” or the millennials of this generation. We have a lot of work to do if we hope to survive spiritually what’s about to come upon this world- a lot of soul work. I know some of you who may read this may not know about the Father of Heaven (or Shamayim in the Hebrew/Ibri language) in Truth, but I’m hear to tell you right now: it’s time to seek Him.

Family – my Myspacha in the Meshiah – it’s time for us to start crying aloud. To start helping our people to awaken to who they truly are. It’s time for our Father, YAHUAH, to be esteemed among all the nations and for His praise to be continually on our lips.

It’s time to raise up a standard for righteousness in this world— the darkness is growing. But- who are we, Myspacha? Who are we as servants of Yahuah?

Aren’t we supposed to be the Light of the world?- the salt of the earth? I know we have not all lost our flavor- so let’s go. Let’s lift up voices like a trumpet in Zion, ready to show our people their transgressions.


There is one voice that many of us are not hearing– a voice that the world is trying desperately to drown out.

That is the voice of Yahuah- He is the One who must be followed if we ever want to see His Righteousness. He is the salvation, the way out of this “crooked and perverse” generation. We must always be sure we’re staying in tune with the Ruah ha’Qodesh– staying in touch with what is truly important. For then, we can be led into all Truth.

The enemy is not physical- he is spiritual, and he has us following many different voices- voices of friends, other people, music, t.v, media, our selves– all sorts of things to get us off the path of seeking Truth. So- let’s put Yahuah first and make sure His voice is breaking through the barriers.


I pray Yahuah would baruk (bless) those who receive this message- I pray this platform can be used to bring forth His Truth and fulfill His Will. It’s time for us to move forward. It’s time to leave behind the lie(s).

Until another moment {Yahuah willing},


“In the sight of Yahuah and the Master יהושע {Yahusha} Messiah, who shall judge the living and the dead at His appearing and His reign, I earnestly charge you: Proclaim the Word! Be urgent in season, out of season. Convict, warn, appeal, with all patience and teaching. For there shall be a time when they shall not bear sound teaching, but according to their own desires, they shall heap up for themselves teachers tickling the ear, and they shall indeed turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to myths.”

‭‭Timotiyos Bĕt (2 Timothy)‬ ‭4:1-4‬